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13 July 2010 @ 04:00 pm
 My day is getting full... I got to watch Julie/Julia and I love it. Now it has inspired my heart and mind into doing more with my life... I'm 30, and i need to get so much done but never seemed to have the chance, not anymore. Now I'm making the time for everything I want and need to do. Why didn't I ever think of it before?

05 July 2010 @ 11:53 pm
 So time flits by before I've even had a chance to process anything...

My T'R'U' toy job went through the floor. I use to love: selling video games to kids and their parents, giving families useful info, and getting a discount on the games I bought. I don't buy from there very much anymore and it does seem as though neither do the customers. They went from occasionally packed to never having more than two guest at a time.

Because it has been so slow, I've had to get another job. I got one with a clothing and home store. First working in the stockroom, then I learned the register in one day, and now I work in their customer service desk, returning clothes and stuff. I'm a front end supervisor and I am loving it! Not even six months and I'm being trained for entry into management basically. Feeling much appreciated there. I love working at R*.

J and I are doing wonderfully well... We have a cat together for a whole year, and she's a beauty... I'm starting to realize that there's so much more to life than I realize and I've got to get going because things will just get busier and I don't have a moment to waste!

03 March 2009 @ 11:24 am
"Power of a Woman"

 "Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater.

If you give her sperm,
                 she'll give you a baby.
If you give her a house,
                 she'll give you a home. 
If you give her groceries,
                 she'll give you a meal. 
If you give her a smile,
                 she'll give you her heart.
She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. 

So, if you give her any crap,
                 be ready to receive a ton of shit."

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Special Thanks to my friend T. in VA, who showed me this quote.
02 March 2009 @ 06:10 pm
 Mrs. Obama's fashion sense is really a fashion don't. Think about it, just because it's more prudent to buy clothes at Kmart, doesn't mean that you should look like you bought your clothes from Kmart. Better to buy cheaply and still look like more than a million bucks!

Mrs. Obama has a real problem on her hands... she's getting her praises from the media, and they are just looking to praise the Obama's so much, that she doesn't realize her clothing sense doesn't fit her body type. Not that all her clothing choices are bad, just that a great majority does not show off her body in the right light.

Fashion do: Show off your best features!

Fashion don't: 
Show off your best features at the expense of the rest of your body!

Now that's masculinity at it's best... (Lol, sorry couldn't help myself.)

And the magna cum laude is... Everyone raved about this dress, but I just see the disaster... doesn't this make me look pudgy?

Honestly the red shouldn't have left the top as she has no cleavage to think of, and yet it strayed bellow her stomach for a pot-belly look. The media commended her for a bold dress and stated that she has fashion sense... hopefully the masses don't follow, or else we may see women in those dresses despite wether or not their bodies are right for it.

Fashion is about looking good, and showing off your best features, not about making great clothes look terrible by wearing them!

Well I for one am feeling bad for her, as no one else seems willing to tell her the truth!
16 February 2009 @ 07:27 pm
 Well i definitely need to write some more. Life has quickly been floating away into the sunset. I haven't gotten much accomplished, however i have been very happy lately. J, my beloved is all thanks to that. He always makes me feel so nice... i'm extremely happy!

Two days ago was my best Valentine's day so far... he got me a sweet little white bear with a red heart saying 'Love Me' (which i replied to him as "of course," :)
and the bear was perch on a wicker chair that happens to look exactly like one my aunt had when i was a child... i loved that chair, so it was a perfect V-day gift for me, not to mention the fact that i got to spend the whole day with him.

We exchanged our gifts on Friday the 13... then Saturday morning we went to the gym, had quite a nice workout, then went out to eat from there. We went to CPK, where he bought me a drink... an Aussie Splash, and it was very good, with coconut rum and yellow tail something, lol... and 3 frozen grapes. Yum Yum!

Today i'm not feeling to ho, blasted menses... but at least i know how sweet J is... a little too sweet, but i like it and love him more.
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23 April 2008 @ 11:27 pm
 Lets see... hmm, not sure what to put here, lol. It's been a rough few weeks for me, but there's always hope on the horizon... just sometimes it seems so far away.

But it's still there even when crushed to a mere glimpse, to a small piece, to a speck of dust. Not sure what happened really, i got close and he drifted away... not someone who seems to commit to anything but his job. I do not mind a commitment to working, prefer a workaholic to a bum... but to not have time for a girl that you want, to treat her as if she is burden some and to throw a friendship away over your own lack of feeling... well that hurts and it's beyond my comprehension. Anyway that is past now, and though i still cry at night because the loss was so big for me, life goes on. 
It doesn't stop even if you are hurting, it's an ever going constant thing, the world turns cause it's life depends upon it. i must go on cause my sanity depends on it and i cannot allow myself to feel alone when i'm surrounded by good friends, even if i do feel alone within the crowd... been that way since birth, i do not expect it to change anytime soon.